The Dominance Hierarchy, The Billionaires & Apple Computers

 This is a mostly dark read, Religious and fairy experiences discovering Yoyo Theory, The Red Pill, if life is pleasure why did Robin Williams commit suicide?, St. Faustina, Kevin Zadai Stratosphere Elevators, Sid Roth Its Supernatural, The Bad Pope a non believer in Jesus, The Antichrists, Hell, Mark of the Beast 666, Billionaires, Bad Preachers on the pulpit & the faults of Miracle Workers, Jordan Peterson wisdom for preachers and media missionaries, assume the person your speaking to knows something you don't, one way spamming in conversation from the pulpit.Lying & the problem with being agreeable, changing values, lying to your values and people to get along.Celebrity in their own mind, social media spamming email marketing, information overload ease of lying, deepfakes, Me Bitching on the pulpit, Blackmailing belief in the Catholic Church & Bible, fathoming the Bible and its apparent contradictions, Everybody bashing others with your beliefs and erroneous Judgements,Taboos, Social value chaos, Pro Choice is Murder & End Times, Get through that lot and you will see my opinions of our Star Trekking across the universe boldly going forward because we can't find reverse future of computing and more after giving Apple Computers Bible lessons and advertising to the general public all this glossy company who don't care about much but user interface and making artistically astetic product which is fairly expensive but cheaper than IBM Mainframes and their bank balance are doing wrong

In this Video prophet Kevin Zadai  said his life was going to be an atomic bomb for Jesus,  Kevin is featured on its supernatural giving me the idea of a Fortnight 14 Stratosphere Elevator

The discolight mode in my magic mushroom hat light is very like the light in Jesus's beaming from jesus's heart  . See video below

The polish nun, St. Faustina cononised by John Paul II, who agreed to be Jesus's secretary in this life and the next divinemercy.org

St. Faustina saw in Jesus's heart, in the Divine Mercy picture and the floor in my house is the same as the floor in the saint faustina picture, I'm a god father, my nephew a god son god the sun baptised me jesus, he looks like jesus and his eyes are the right colour I'm old beer bellied and bald, Jimmt skate boards, plays the worlds biggest drum, the melleneum drum,a tradition passed down from his father.

My nephew Jimmy Samson is naughty but thoughtful and nice. We have a pope who called Jesus a metaphor, a bad pope as predicted by st malace, antichrists everywhere even Obama, pro choice is another word for a the highest paid job in America cutting up babies murdering with a knife and fork inside the womb with women insisting it's their bodies making it okay. I had a close friend in my previous job admit he was present during an abortion and he didn't lose sleep over it.

Ken Samson of the family of Samson who looks like aquaman and surfs, my nephew Jimmy Samson is half irish, quarter jewish, with long hair, if he took the sheets out of my closet he could dress up like Jesus, a plastic jesus and if nothing better shows up, he might even be whats predicted in revelation. He has had a few minor experiences with the faeries like me but never went to heaven and is not a holy man with holy hands just intelligent, gentle, quirky and talented, he is studying architecture and is great with his hands like jesus as a carpenter and gardening.

He drew this alien at 8 years old on blender in 2 hours, I've been using computers since 15 and the only way I could do this is with openscad as text. His Gui skills are outstanding and he is a tiny bit dyslexic.

Is the Apple the forbidden fruit, the trademark of the beast, that is the question

I have found Lelands Poems in the Bible, a lady my sister minded when she was old, they were about womens breasts, bearing children, periods and life as a woman, she was a friend of William Butler Yeats.

 

God when he killed someone for touching the arc of the covenant might have pulled the person away to the next life and had a laugh at the jews. He said thou shall not kill, does this mean we are not supposed to eat plants?, yogis can survive 60 days on solar power. 

I've even have a friend Silage Mike who was selling below European safety standard tyres, he is the type of guy who would scam, a slight outlaw, gets in trouble with self riteous cops for speeding and being very naughty in prison a few times, a boy racer supreme, a ladies man, has mental health problems like myself and his demons, but you'd come out better off, fed, a firendly chat, a haircut, and learning something, an MMA fighter, I'm wearing the excellent pants he gave me now, a Bob the Builder pants with loads of pockets, a great pants.

The king of Tyre in the bible says O'Tyre doth I said you were perfect.... Mikey.

The Battle of Revelation may have happened in my house, a friend with whom I had a close relationship with, a modest narcissist, a hard worker, a genius, a man who has had loads of trades, a man who walked out of prison to escape, a man who beleives he is no better or worse than anyone else, a man who will break your tonka if you think you are above him, a fun man, a man who played video games, a man who was as naughty as me and Steve Jobs who had 666 on his arm, threw a bowl at a picture of the blessed family and broke the glass in my house, the Virgin Mary statue lost a hand, the statue of Mark the Archangel crushing the devil under his feet lost both his arms, he was kicked out of my house as a tenant for roudiness, the statue of the Dragon in the fishtank was beheaded, basically the battle of Revelation in Shamanism, he also pulled the white tee shirt off my nipples while I was ignoring him and he possibly sexually frustrated owing to his drinking cheap Tesco cans for Ireland upto 25 a day for reading the Bible, the battle of Revelation is that it, really God??????

I've no idea how seriously one is to take the prophesies in the Bible, its a crazy interesting mad book, I've even had the text change on me, and the more seriously you take it the madder you will behave in the worlds eyes, God says don't Judge lest you be Judged, all I know is one should read it and honour Jesus who had a nasty death to pay our karmic debt. Ultimately I don't know if Apple computers is good or bad, all Gods preachers on TV have Macs and iPhones and love them, but be careful.

The Apple is the mark of the beast paranoia is mine and mine alone, we don't know gods plans, or the ultimate reason he put some of the crazy stuff in the Bible to test how smart we were at figuring him out Steve Jobs was similar

I wish Apple well if they correct course and right themselves, they are arrogant, in power because they have money, and even still greedy they have enough and self riteous and the Apple athiest cult considers them a cause and wait outside Apple stores in queues for the next product, Steve is dead, Joey Ive doesn't work for Apple fulltime anymore, he is out of ideas, they are getting more expensive, but little better, they are very expensive jewellery. Listen to this repair genius Apple is trying to put out of business Louis Rossmann, who as brilliant as he is Apple is making impossible for him to repair with serially numbered chips which won't talk to each other, bus encryption and other technologies which make repair impossible and almost every dumb company copying them

Apple is burying repairable iphones for tax reasons, every chip pollutes 10 gallons of water, watch Ghana Toxic, a goldmine for people with soldering irons, plastics could be used to making 10% recycled plastic roads in Africa, and cheap hobby electronics that could be salvaged if only they had multimeters, a mineral goldmine, lithium is worth 20000 dollars a ton and what I can only call untrained baboons in Ghana are doing this, Muhammad Ali Mike Tyson knock sense into these desprate but undisciplined people. The worst of I've ever came across in Africa are nigerian money scammers on online church YouTube channels pretending to be the preachers with quite professional profiles recommending fake orphanage accounts too lazy to say praise you jesus thank you jesus for money, complaining about corruption in their country whose mother named them innocent. Also when tomato growers went from Italy and grew a great crop in Africa the people didn't warn them about Hippos who ate the crop, charities that put up wells don't get competent africans to repair them, they are over sexed, the great african preachers don't listen, they have witch doctors, cursing others who rise and put killer bees in others huts, I understand why we made slaves of them, they are disorganised, but they only use 1/20th of the resources westerners use, we killed wildlife to farm, and african music is fantastic, Mike Tyson Apple Huawei Tidy Germans who recycle fix this environmental disaster, a whip for the back of fools as the bible book of proverbs says, if neccessary, or recycle at home.

Ireland is clean because we export used our rubbish to China, India and Elsewhere, they don't take it anymore, Apple Geniuses in Apple Stores are dumbos recommending you to buy new product or do expensive repairs, the edjits like myself can't solder, I'm an electronics engineer whose soldering is like birdshit.

Apple this is a repairable phone, the fairphone,

 it's not jewellery, it lasts, can be upgraded as people want improvements it doesn't causes less pollution in China where people barely grow their own food and eat dogs and bats as a result, and the 15 euro raspberry pi is potentially a cheaper lego phone which can hold 1000 email accounts using thunderbird be powered from a battery costing 1.50 Dealz in Ireland.

I'm calling sendmail superheroes

I'm making plastic pony express email for Africans without an Internet connection i need to transfer thunderbird mailboxes via WiFi to yahoo. Will you help, I'm using GPS protocol and my carpool website for post box like management of data stored on phones and solid state disks airline hostesses will put their phone online in 5g connected countries with email from the back of beyond as well as free African WiFi hotspots. It is a small job and will be your legacy if you go for more glory. Also Google searches via email will be done sucking up first  page of results Wikipedia and one in direction level down from the Google search for pdfs and send it back as a cached result which others can use elastic search on the phone or raspberrypi.org. 

For some over the top wearable computer nerds the future is Borg with google glass, facebook AR headsets are too much because walking the street with these you will be mugged because you can't see out of the side of your eyes you will be killed in oncoming traffic electric cars you can't here, the too cheap raspberrypi.org lego a charity unfortunately like Ryanair with flights to the UK for 1 penny and flights to Nigeria costing 1500 euro an untamed continent, they are too selfish to revolutionize and they a charity,  Africa because all they care about is British yuppie kids and the electronics costs the price of a box of cigarettes or a few wexford strawberries, while my one of the cheapest computer at the time a fisher price toy with rubber buttons about as powerful as the Apple II. I broke my mothers heart throwing tantrums for because I saw Lost in Space Robots with "COMPUTER" my mother and father paid 300 irish pounds the equivalent of 1200 euro now for a computer with only the amount of bytes I could count in a few hours, the raspberry pi is over 1000 times more powerful, and cheap thumbnail solid state disks do your sums, my terabyte disk drive is connected to my old computer is obselete and wont be fixed. Electronics genius Clive Sinclair died recently, this is his legacy the ZXspectrum nanohard, raspberrypi.org charity/company is ran by David Braben, the man who wrote Elite a 3D trading game on the BBC micro and Electron in 32k of RAM a #D mastepiece like Toy Story around the time of Pixars Luxor 1983.

 Wearabke computers should be strapped to your body elegantly and artistically not like my sellotape edjiting I'm doing, it's for nerds, the raspberry pi could easily run windows apps on Wine the windows emulator with qemu to run intel code and could run Mac OS X if Apple wrote drivers, is it pointless GnuStep and Objective C++ exist on raspberry pi we can just port Apple applications to the wonderful platform, 

Apple you make expensive jewelery and are obselete to the practical man and woman unless you play ball only rich narcissists will buy your Jony Ive designed artistic unrepairable breakable expensiveware being trounced by a 15 euro computer where the lipstick on the chicken isn't quite as good as because the open source community are infighting and need to cooperate in making an uber desktop cleaning up the x windows decision to split windowing into a low level layer and windowing library here is a new player in the desktop wars and its small lean and awesome, thanks https://www.blender.org/ for your accidental entry into the graphical user interface wars.

China are poorer than Africa, Orwellian, One child per family, the wests technology slaves, over producing, the only way America is ahead now is weapons, and 20 trillion in debt to banks who own the Fedeial Reserve not the Government who were tricked into this banking scam in the early 1900's over a holiday period a law was passed through congress while the politicians who should have cared were asleep at the wheel and the decision was not reversed by any president, like Stalin single handedly putting millions of his own people into concentration camps and nobody killing him, one would wonder are Americans really that dumb?????, the world is falling for Bill Gates and Big Pharma and Fauci Spin on the media, like gullable me with the stippers believing I will buy my way into the pants of mrs perfect in http://macabu.de and she will stay beautiful forever the world is full of sheep listening to modern media propaganda who don't as believe Mark Twain said it is easier to tell people lies than convince them the've been lied to and we've been lied to bigtime by politicians and the media controlled by the super rich, and, as my father said a man convinced against his will remains of same opinion still. 

 An alibaba.com technology fest industrial revolution Started by Steve who realised the chinese work harder than Americans, Opressed Chinese left Foxconn Set up Huawei, now are testing 6G, even 5G seems to strip the bark off Trees if placed near a cellular tower and they going up like mad in HackSaw Han land the type of Nutters who put up the great wall of China without bulldozers and we think Trump was nuts making manmade objects that can be seen from the Moon.

The Han Dynasty are now a surveillance state watching everyone, with Apple designed webcams, probably in toilets watching them take dumps etc. I can handle repairing the fairphone with one screwdriver takes the whole thing apart, schematics like Wozniak would like to have and who should be running Apple an engineering hero, he knows google at least was good, and said its close to god its name starts with go a technology powered oracle.I can even make custom printed circut boards for the fairphone I can't for Apple and I'd love to use your Lidar for something more useful than giving the FBI my facial profile making an orwellian west too.

 Cork don't repair much they are crippled by Cupertino to do AppleCare answering phone questions for people too dumb to watch a YouTube video on how to use their Apple product or say OK google or Siri and ask the question to their phone. It's like the first days of TV when people didn't know how to change the channel.

Watch this monkey outsmart them washing cups.

And out riding the best jockeys in the  grand national

 In Apple despite being on good money I was fairly poor because I was going to multiple discos in Cork every night on my bike wasting a fortune and meeting nobody, and I had oneitis and was basically stalking a georgous girl from Mallow doing music in UCC who flattered me once about my musicianship and I wanted to believe her poo poo primary school teacher style flattery, She had dated my best friend and wasn't needy, had a classy princess grace way about her and loads of options.

One lovely competent chripy accountant flirted with me from Apple I didn't bite, that was my total romance in the place and there were good looking women all over the company. Tim Cook works very hard in Apples best interests and is the worlds best Operations Manager in Electronics and keeps the show going,

My bosses in IBM worked to defend the Mainframe business who charge banks big money too because they have big money and IBM give them what they want redundancy of processors voting mechanisms checkpointing security through obscurity and a big fridge, I like small computers raspberrypi.org especially but the Mainframe had some brilliant engineering the original Symmetic Multi Processing and it was perfect, I did the SMP port to Linux in 9 days with Marin Schwidefsky spending 6 thinking I  it was near impossible because multiprocessing is so complex, interrupt handling on PC hardware is awful especially for SMP, IBM Mainframe got it perfect first time and nobody has copied the perfection even 45 years later and patents have ran out long ago, even the lovely compact PSOS had crap master slave multiprocessing rubbish, businesses are causes, doing the best they can to defend their own turf which is the way it should be. 

Most in Cupertino have expensive lives housing is desperately expensive only Tokyo is worse, the most in debt country in the world and 3 generations are required to pay off modest compact apartments, no wonder polite middle aged men with excellent manners just break down and scream for no reason. The country is technologically there but have to keep their eyes on the wheel way more than the lazy poor freewheelers who party in Africa who have little desire to get their shit together or do they even know how, they pollute the world 1/20 as much as the west maybe we are the ones who are mad Stock Broker., 

The worlds counting money using legal boundaries rather than trading favours, or even better going antimony doing all the favours you modestly advertising services how can I help you? pass those you can't help onto someone who can, and getting favours back in unexpected ways from nice people, doing this one finds out who is nice rather than a cunning guys who play zero sum and move on to the next place once their goodwill at home is used up.

Bitcoin Miners using as much electricity as Argentina, a fools gold rush Dutch Tulips revisited for obselete maths calculations which they hope a bigger fool will buy, America is off the gold standard, the 650 billion a year spending on weapons is propping their economy up, take our money or we shoot you, 20 trillion debt now, Even worse Bitcoin is using up as much CO2 possibly as is cut down in the Amazon Rainforest.

 

Some Africans just give up owing to corruption, and not seeing winning ways around them, and end up in famines caused by witch doctors supernaturally fucking things up for the rest of them wishing everyone bad and cronies some driven by western cash doing the cowboy and nigerian money scammers giving africa a bad reputation, charitynavigator,org is a very important website.

Foxconn employees in China Apples iPhone makers, work even harder in factories than Silicon Valley workaholics, it would be scary to be Chinese its a high tech orwellian society with cameras watching ones every move with artificial intelligence looking for people committing misdemeanours, the han dynasty in China are oilgarchs, and the labour makes technology miracles for my a member of what I call the aldi illuminati me.

In Stuttgart I got frustrated meeting no mutually interested women in Bars or IBM, eventually went to strip clubs and had fantasies of matchmaking the good looking, flirty, gymnastic, ladies in the club with the best developers I knew and go up the dominance heirarchy of power, buying them failed, people can't be bought. The reason people come out is so they can't be blackmailed and do it in groups, 100 years ago some gays and lesbians hid in the priests and nuns sexually frustrated. And in the middle ages popes had brothers as kings, had a spy network of bad priests in the confession box feeding and were warlords who had nuns to service them. 

 

I have my house paid for almost no expenses, drawing job seekers which is higher than some U.S. jobs,  and basically loaded because I have no dependants, and even can afford to drink in local pubs, on my 203 euro a week, I'm better off now than when I was on 550 euro a day in Brussels. 

Workers in the bay area need to be millionaires to retire in San Fransisco it's nuts, earthquakes because of the San Andreas, I had a pretty good time in Apple, even Saw Steve Jobs in Cupertino and said thats a little man, I thought a dictator with followers, arrogantly being vain about my own abilities because I had used all my brain power to become good at computers I was nearly a social retard unlike steve who knew how to play the game and get the best out of people like my friend Shay from primary school.

 

I was paid well by Apple, I left because some of my file copy software which I thought was good didn't get attention from my bosses it was obselete anyway as soon as Mac OS X came along even Folerload the apple software download written by Ken was, Jim my boss wanted Folderload scriptable I thought the gui was georgous and didn't want it thrown away, In truth you can have graphical user interfaces sitting on top of command line tools and in a lot of cases this is the way to go, look at Unix.

Steve Jobs is a very naughty class act, the woman who ran Theranos Elizabeth Holmes, copying his black Turtleneck dress style and demeanour, became a media darling with her story of being a great bio technologist designing microscopic blood tests for health issues, failed to copy his trick of using of more powerful computers under the desk in his demos than officially advertised, and faked blood tests completely, while Steve knew the computers would improve to match his sales pitch owing to Moores law, she was caught as a scammer, copying a more intelligent scammer who knew the game, with better developers who in the apple soap opera pulled off some of the best technology feats leaping 10 if not 30 years ahead in electronics in 1 year with the iphone.

 

Steve knew WAP was crap and also multitouch was possible after buying multitouch technology without a screen, he pushed for crazy phone screen resolutions put multitouch on the screen, the developers did a multitouch keyboard miracle, pinch to zoom, and the world hadn't looked back since. I had a job in Dublin, living in a hotel, working on WAP for 1 week and got fired and went guzzling wine and bitching to my job agent drunk depressed.

 

Steve watched star trek and believed. Theranos could yet pull something off if they use bigger needles so as not to damage cell walls, She was better than the Yahoo boss Yahoo now give away 1 terabyte storage for email and because they won't sniff emails are broke, sniff my email feed me with better advertisments.

 I'm an open book, yahoo pay 100 euro for my storage at least, google has my passwords and possibly my bank accounts provides fantastic adverts, my bank account was cleaned out in 2012 not by google by scammers mafia in brussels who got my bank account details with a card reader on an ATM or faeries showing me how to steal money in ways that bank reconsiliation doesn't work, having loads of money in bank accounts is stupid, have 300 euro in your bank account as float and people who owe you favours, I don't even know if my pension was cleaned out by bad investments owing to the virus, thats how I live now.

Mark Zuckerberg, I was initially jealous of your facebook glory, and said I could have done that, but I didn't, and would not have a hope of catching you now, I didn't believe maxwells equations would allow phone networks with crazy bandwidths when 56k modems were pushing technology a few years earlier, I also thought ethernet was stupid, I am stupid.

I like facebook but make sure that advertisers selling crapware get punished, this is your biggest problem. Your views on free speech are about right in my opinion, sticks and stones may break my bones but offence and education is often neccessary, I'm a shock jock myself, called ex bosses and friends Jackass Sexmachines because even they are, even Tim Cook, and Apple are hurting themselves hurting Facebook, and Epic Games they are doing this because they are Jealous of a company nearly as successful as themselves and Huawei ahead of them now but does 5g damage trees I've seen a picture of tree bark gone near transmitters and plants not growing in faraday cages with WIFI, while other plants grow fine under otherwise identical conditions. Apple being able to manipulate the press and public perception doesn't make a view correct, LGBT is a sin like any activity done without restraint of addictions, and might even be acceptible owing to world over population, God changed his mind in the bible maybe it isn't a sin now who knows.

Skype sniffs phone and calls credit card details and pass them onto U.S. intelligence fair enough. Google I can't remember my passwords anyway, I'd get locked out if I didn't have some cloud backup and if google forgot what I forget, I trust you as much as I trust myself, which being honest is not much, I make all sorts of errors when driven by hormones, addictions, anger, lusts, wants, gluttony lazyness and hatred, I'm a basket case like most and bigger than most. My passwords being online has it's dangers from hackers but thats life. I'm very fond of google use it way more often than I brush my teeth, my most used words are OK google to my phone, and dependent on them, YouTube and Blogger, free services, are you listening Apple, you charge through the nose for almost everything but the values with the original founders were Larry Page and Sergey Brin were even better there are a few in it for the money possible ex Apple employees. 

Now for my Apple Paranoia and Slating of Apple Values from a Biblical Standpoint

This is the back of my macbook, I worked for apple but the price of the first Apple II was $666.66 close to the number of the beast in revelation and Satans proudest moment was when Eve bit the Apple I blessed my macbook so I could use it.

 I sent emails to my ex bosses in Apple explaining my concern.

I worry about ApplePay because of biblical prophesy coincidences, they may take over world banking, become more powerful than central banks and the corrupt evil power seekers will gravitate towards apple, apple own a lot of the music profits, they will be like the illuminati, they will be illuminati, the federal reserve which prints the american dollar is not owned by the government, but banks, apple may  only allow one to donate to apple approved charities in line with apple values where the directors take most of the money or charities which by biblical standards are sins. I've seen cases of charity lockins to charities designated bad by charity watchdogs on facebook and I prefer facebook to Apple, despite Steve Jobs jealous insults, it's only imperfect because the people on it are imperfect,Mark Zuckerberg is what I could have became if I played harder & I think like me an advocate for free speech and allows everyone do what they please on his great free product where everybody is a celebrity with free communication tools to the world their own tv station and a blogger all from their mobile phone, everybody can compete with Jay Leno now the days of government controlled TV propoganda controlling ones minds are coming to an end, but its even easier to spread lies now, we have information overload, and deepfakes and similar technologies mean we can no longer believe what we see on the screen.

I have researched the covid virus, and think, its a virgin, I think Bill Gates & big pharma is behind some of it for CO2 global warming population control & potentially trillions in profit, CO2 can cause global warming and may even cause disastrous consequences for humanity is inivoluntary sterilisation, or worse...., better than war, overpopulation and extinction as he hints on the Ted 2010 lecture below, do I trust the nurses doctors and Irish Government who are 260 billion in debt getting strings pulled persuading me to take a vaccine and Irish angry vaccinated people in the pub who want to fight with me for being a bollocks for not, whose fooling who, you decide.

Bill is a Richard Feynman fan like me, a Donald Knuth fan, I like him in ways, a bridge  & poker playing opportunist, a pragmatist, an athiest I think, who outsmarted IBM in a contract and has been adding $100 to the price of nearly every normal persons personal computer since 1982 and getting away with it days are numbered... and its curtains for windows there has been free alternatives for years.

Apple Computer Employees who I resonate with need to read their Bibles all of it, and discuss findings, it takes time to gain insights God doesn't reveal his ways easily, Cupertino Saddleback church is down the road and on YouTube, Pastor Michael Phelps the most successful Olympian of all time is a pastor there, because he was suicidal after winning his medals, now he lives a purpose driven life, also watch Sid Roth it's Supernatural, I got more knowledge from the physics of Heaven described on that show than from Richard Feynman.

Sid Roth deserves a Nobel Prize for reporting, a lot of my more out there ideas came from his show if Yoyo Theory has some truth.

There are other Gods and DemiGods, Demons, Conscious Planets and Stars, Gaia, Faeries may be Aliens in 4D and 5D watch Cosmic Agency YouTube, all religions have their truths, Hindu Gods are usually vain, and, beauty is not a reason to worship, many do hoping for sex, I even had dealings with Shiva the hindu cow god of destruction and visualised Irish Cows being treated better, either Shiva or the Devil when wondering about cruelty of Foxes committed by my father hunting after a Sunday doing accidental voodoo in my house to Isolate a friend I saw shadowsgot paranoid around a friends house raced for miles barefoot over ditches eventually dumping my clothes to get rid of my scent, even my scapular, my neighbour wasn't too impressed when I asked him for a lift home, I was collected by the police, I agreed to go to psychiatric hospital with my brother, the scariest night of my life, I thought I was going to Hell.
Buddah wise, Zeus Ruled in Greece 2000 years ago. I also believe in Celt Traditions and Faeries I have magic mushroom experiences due to my schitzofrenia all the time, but no other God man died to pay our karmic debt, for people with many faults. 
The only thing he asked God the father for was responsibility for humanity, and, he died on the cross for us in the hope that we might follow his ways.

Facebook allows free speech but don't vet their advertisments for quality most of the products I bought from facebook adverts were substandard, the way you find out products are substandard are angry emojis, the one or two times I misbehaved while drunk facebook caught me and banned me from posting for a while, it warns about anti covid vacccine banter but it doesn't stop it.

 

I haven't taken the vaccine for reasons discussed elsewhere in my blogs , Apple values are making desirable products, some are exceptional, the iphone was, and user interface, Is apple possibly being the trademark of the beast, There is the eye of horus on the dollar the all seeing eye, Apple computers are expensive Jewellery from an electronics standpoint and they make it as difficult as possible for Louis Rossmann New York to repair them and he is world class, Apple is a company whose value has gone up to 2 trillion euro, from 2 billion on the strength of the ipod, itunes  piracy was going to killing record companies so apple offered them a exploitative alternative gaining them a monopoly on music sales,and iphone a state of the art masterpiece at the time, realising the web could be done on the phone unneutered while most were working on crappy wap including me, and multitouch screen zooming keyboard on screen for fast typing was possible, Sony which I thought stood for Son Yeshua the good phone nearly beat them but messed up, and Steve Job's marketing Apple as a cause, like a religion, it's greedy that makes desirable products, I had one of the first iphones imported from the U.S. again for around $666, I wanted it badly for web development, I was seduced completely like everyone else because it was fantastic, for my carpool website travelsmart that didn't out google google, as I expected, worldwide free travel based on an idea, I had great difficulty marketing, I'm crap at marketing I don't lie much and too lazy to do the hard graft in fairness some including Tim Cook work hard for Apples Success, I don't have money, manipulation ability or power, I broke down again. Apple why is having pictures of children on your phone worse than being a pro choice which allows murder of those without a vote, Sex is an addiction if not used for procreation where the child will be looked after, there is no sex in heaven we have no genitals there, I chased strippers they drove me mad, all addictions do, values country to country differ, Thai people tolerate paedophiles more and ladyboys they don't attach as large a stigma to sexual deviation as the other countries, I've heard rumours of world leaders with perfect public images being paedophiles. 

Some Indians and Africans women marry at 12, some have genital mutilation, Sinead O'Connor became Muslim, in ways she was right tearing up the popes picture for allowing wrongdoings in the church, she left the frying pan and entered the fire and now in a taliban religion with the likes of Muhammad Ali who didn't read about Muhammads white hands in the bible.

 Alan Turing saved England yet it's believed was murdered for being gay only 50 years ago by his government, and he was a hero,  only 50 years ago women in Ireland were thrown in The Magdalene Laundries for having children out of wedlock, now we have a doctor Tainsite who is gay and allowed abortion in the land of saints and scholars, we have gone too tolerant in some ways anal in others and visited Trump with his gay boyfriend for paddys day, Trump said he wanted abortion doctors in Jail but did nothing with Leo Veradkar who allowed 6666 to die in 2019. Some of the Magalene Laundry children were even murdered and dumped down the toilet, in my opinion little worse than allowing abortion because it's all murder.

For all I know there may be above God and The Devil a punch and Judy show we are just witnessing playing with our emotions what we see and feel and we are just witnesses thrown into the soap opera I know nothing.

Me as a simp and psychiatric patient

I spent 17 years yoyoing in and out of psychiatric hospital my addictions and sinning had driven me mad, a naked beautiful woman is like cocaine physiologically bad for the brain. But I never would allow a human in the womb be killed because basic decency demands it and my life isn't worth more than the average unborn, I proved this by my letting myself down constantly and  because the bible says so and I believe this is the right thing to do, there currently is enough food, we can abstain from sex, the less developed countries do 1/20th the pollution the west. The rich should be controlling themselves and not using their sexual bodyparts for pleasure promsciously. One can gain some happiness by taking on responsibility in line with the needs of the world according to ones talents, one never gains happiness through pleasure see Jordan Peterson YouTube life for most is suffering and we have to make the best of this by being common heroes serving others. Heaven on earth is made by caring for others more than yourself if everybody did this we would have 8 billion people watching our backs rather than just our selfish selves.

A fairy story about my psychosis 

I was shamanically told to drink Murphys by the and see what happened when my Angry Fridge Jumping and putting thoughts in my head while having an episode in my house caused structural damage on a wall, for 3 years one in 3 people who died 17 of them including neighbours were Murphys finishing with my Aunt Margo Murphy, it should be one in 75 I won the lotto because the wages of sin is death. As bad as I am after being shown the promised land a few times by 15 out of 10's I'm still a virgin because I knew it would not work out and I wasn't flirty when a woman incorrectly called her vagina her heart, if she said it was her love heart however and waved it in my face i would have been humming.

My lovely Aunty Margo a cat lover, she wrote me this letter for my 50th birthday in psychiatric hospital when I laid my phone on my belly button it typed the following which I tried to interpret the email has guided my recent decisions with hints. 

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 I also was in for my 40th birthday after getting emotions which were not mine about being an apostle feeling for Jesus dying on the cross it made me feel like shit, I gave away my iphone and was taking to the streets and heard a out of tune friend David O Connor singing out of tune as an angel in the city centre of Brussels. Cops looked at me and carried me to an expensive local psychiatric hospital for a few weeks. This was about my 5th visit.

About Hell

There are 175000 videos that show up for NDE hell on YouTube here is one, athiest concience deprived people and those who only care about their own including mothers and even a pubowners daughter who works as a primary school assistant are you absolutely sure you won't be judged by God for voting pro choice.

we are making animal chimeras in the labs with human smarts

More bitching from the pulpit

Even Heidi Baker possibly a living saint completely ignores me mozambiques answer to Sisters of Charity in Calcutta Mother Tersesa, despite the fact I maxxed out my credit card and gave Iris Ministries $6000. 

Thats why I suspect God took her by the legs upside down at a meeting and shook her and caused floods in Mozambique.Preachers and priests like the sound of their own voice they very few listen they all put up road blocks and just spew their own message out. My email yahoo email inbox is full spam from media missionaries who don't make the communication 2 way, very few of the guys i worked with talk to me despite being spammed regularly, I regularly get job offers from big paying jobs spammed to thousands and usually faked, i am a needy woman who wants his dodi, we are all social media experts ignoring being ignored thats life, except for chads tyrones and 22 year old pretty ladies and strippers on instagram and only fans on $50000 a week for showing off their tits with thousands of orbiters and hungry men who don't realise the validation and chadwick fuckbuddy lifestyle will end at around 32.

As Jordan Peterson says always assume the person you are listening to knows something you don't. The whole world is trying to be heard on social media and women getting validation from orbiters on instagram. 

Only the chinese amazon warehouse worker, farmers, and nurses work hard the rest are chasing money in the west. Most are now idle or doing jobs rat racing on linkedin bitcoin mining wall street players jobs related to gambling counting money banking stupid computer programs rehashing artwork even lecturing in college is of no service to humanity or getting on top of the millionaire heap and using space rockets to advertise yourself. YouTube has better lecturers than you manufacturers making hardware that doesn't last, BMW cars now fail in record time with overly complex electronics closed source without schematics to repair and the best of german engineering cars worth a fortune my 2007 ford focus was $1450 a brilliant car why would i buy something that is broken by design, common sense ain't that common.

Media missionaries are usually egomaniacs and listen to nobody ordinary, and usually the more stupid and nurse their egos they will listen to. Go away miracle worker i never knew you Jesus said. Happy is those who have not seen yet believe, like my mother in heaven who got no miracle for breast cancer at 45 despite going to evangelists and Lourdes and she wronged practically nobody was religious and prayed.

My best friend in primary school was Shay hay bread this is seamus and the prophets

 

Whats wrong with Billionaires, my opinions exaggerated and bitchy because I am not one

Letter to Jordan Peterson

Jordan Peterson,

Your great but this is where your wrong saying the poor deserve to be where they are, this is where your wrong, Jordan your sucking up so you don't fall down the western worlds precious dominance hierarchy you so care about you yuppie.

 Your good thought me all sorts of stuff I didn't think about 500 hours watching you closely going oh shit so thats where I'm fucking up and 99% of the time your were bang on thank you Jordan .But your not perfect, you threw your daughter into bad care while you continued your preaching crusade. 

The smartest wisest I know are considered retards, my cousin has clarity I don't, my dog is a way smarter politician, he is pychic, a gentleman except with cats whom he chases singing come on you black in tans and fight me like a man, he preaches to them, hops skips and dances while walking, we think he is lame sometimes, and got his precious gonads cut off while chasing bitches in heat with me in psychiatric hospital, he hasn't gave up and still rides whole lotta rosie toms cute hungry nervous young bitch.

 I'm a near genius on computers but a total simp who totally misplanned his life, according to you I'm fucked, and, I was playing a winning game except for women and drink, your just book smart wise socialite with fantastic articulation, your pretty loyar woman are just good arguers, and could not change a lightbulb if their life depended on it, you need plumbers and were caught at their mercy because as good as you are at public speaking you realised your not good with a monkey wrench.

 Most scientists have no body connection and can't do what monkeys do, I certainly cant, try this.

Totally outclassing the best jockeys in the Grand National or Kentucky Derby, the highest flying animal for a while was a dog Liaka who died because men didn't know how to save him. Wild Geese fly over Everest. 

Dirac was autistic and an arrogant social idiot his only competence was maths it took all his brains, I have this 1200 line program which can do some of his maths tricks its algorithm is explained here,

 Wolfgang Pauli could not even walk through a lab without wrecking experiments, I did a 2 year gardening course and never got a plant to grow and I'm from farming stock, I'm an electronics engineer my soldering is birdshit, a close friend got 100% in honours maths in 1.5 hours on a 3 hour exam, decided after a year of electronic engineering becoming a professional golfer ended up singing the I believe I can fly song to himself and thought life was going to be rosy, watched hollywood horseshit about needy men meeting mrs perfect, you complete me, needy male horseshit thought he was going to be swinging golf clubs and Tiger Woods was going to let him win the british open, common sense isn't that common, and he has been a psychiatric patient since, I thought money could buy me love after watching at 5 charlie chaplin being an idiot and popular, and fred astaire singing diamonds are a girls best friend, tried to buy my sisters pretty older friend with all my holy communion money, I'm such a clown that I continued beliveing I could do this till I was 50 and heard faeries on the psychiatric hospital roof singing money can buy me love, the beatles song, if I listened to my childhood buddy Shays practical beatle loving wisdom which I didn't I would have been sorted, and beanos denis the menace.

We are all idiots, I know people educated fools who can speak 7 languages who can't act in their best interest, and follow orders, can't commit to women, were good looking had loads and now fucked too, while I've retarded cousins contributing to society cleaning in restraunts.

 The poor pay taxes, the middle class pay accountants, the rich pay politicians and have a herd of cronie tax advisors, accountants hiding money doing scams like the double irish putting money in swiss bank accounts kaman & virgin islands, and loyars fighting for their rights.

 Big companies don't pay tax, they also have legal cronies protecting them, cronies like Stalin had business ones,  Dan Lok YouTube driving his Bentley as smart as he is at dealmaking is leveraged to the hilt, Even Rich Dad Poor Dad Robert Kiyosaki admits he uses he as cronies tax advisors, legal, accountants protecting his interests, some have freemason connections the Apple Founders did Steve Jobs and Steve Wozniak, Apple paid practically no tax in Ireland despite being there since 1979, they owe the country 14 billion euro, and cronie politicians protecting them from attack.

The rich have buddies in banks and playwith other peoples money, usually grandmas and grandpas pension on wall st., Watch the Wolf of Wall St,  I invested in homes abroad, and scammers plucked my of 10000 british pounds in 2004 I'll never see that money because its over the hills and far away, smaller companies can't do everything themselves and pay tax to every time they need a service from another company.

 Big companies have mafia like mentality and try religious tactics and propoganda, marketing like Apple, leeching innovation,most of the jobs there are boring helping people in applecare too dumb to use google or YouTube over the phone, the Apple founders freemason connections like Henry Ford.

except Henry was better than Apple, but even he caused the global warming explosion affecting peoples habits and make the world spend 3 hours a day stuck in traffic jams in the rat race doing stupid usless for humanity jobs like Wall St. Stock Brokers, Bankers, Accountants, Solicitors, Big Pharma doesn't care about you and most doctors are in it for the money, I'm on anti psychotics I don't want them, I even threatened my nurse with a crowbar to the side of the head once, I'm in the system, my health is affected, sometimes parkinsonsism, possibly sterilisation, weight gain, high cholestrol because people don't like my personality.

 I was a company and did my best to avoid tax, and  the only charity I contributed to from 1998-2004 was presents, drink and stripper dollars for the pretty exotic dancers of Stuttgart and they plucked this thirsty fool,I wasted my money simping, my accountants allowed me to be plucked by the Irish Government on a limited payback of overpaid taxes, possession is 9 tenths of the law, but i survived.

 I even lost interest in programming for IBM a great job I was finished learning there but didn't believe that banking and minding rich peoples money in swiss bank accounts is a moral persuit.

Jordan female loyars are usually vain with makeup and power dressing in sharp suits arguing legal chicken plucker, legal battles are zero sum games and there is a 50% chance a loyar is fighting for the wrong side, and if they are and they win, they have done evil even if they don't win. Loyar women typically can do little else not even cook they go to restaurants, watch sex and the city their only talent is to fuck chadwicks unlike country mothers from the past, they don't compare, I hate them, they hate me, computer nerds don't pull many women, I practically pulled none, unless they are Chadwick..., and, to if one is nerdy they usually aren't, or will accept any woman that comes their way, sex is a cutthroat business, I know nobody unselfish in the game of life. Women who control men in power with bedroom politics control the world and they can be housewives doing this affecting decisions that matter running the world from the bottom. In IBM my team lead was an engineer and he ran most of IBM Stuttgart because he was competent confident articulate optimistic worked like hell for the company and all the managers had to follow suit to look good, you can run the world by serving if you are respected.

I even wasn't crazy about my fantastic mother myself because she didn't understand my obsession with Tonkas Sweets Fizzy Drinks Taytos, Flying Saucers, Star Trek, Weapons, Computers, Robots like lost in space, Holmes and Yoyo, and I was and still am a brat. 

I had a shetland pony, my father loved horses and dealt them as well as farming, one day riding my backside reddened going home from Bweeng a village 5 miles away, at 3 years old bouncing on the saddle, I suffered indignity my father laughed, I lost interest in horses..., they hurt my bottom.

My father asked me what I would do if I got the farm at 5, I told him I would sell it for a Tonka, my brother got the farm, I got educated. 

I once wrote a contract myself, it was simple and straight forward and met the criteria my high school business studies book said was needed for a contract, I could not use it legally.

A solicitor among the best in his class in university a primary school friend and georgous kid who climbed trees who got mentally ill and became an alcopop in the legal business would not help me despite being kind and charming in temprament even though he came from a rich family and I gave him a free mucky holiday in Stuttgart thats what the legal profession does to those with morals it breaks them. He shifted women in psychiatric hospital in the woods and now wears surgically glued on hair and the meds made his jaw bigger than american dad.

The GPT3 AI algorithm can convert normal text into legal contracts now, solicitors have no understanding of morality, if they did are most pro choice, just frame control under pressure and legal precident that fits their corruption. Louis Rossmann among the best Mac Repair Guys in the world has spent a fortune trying to get right to repair in the U.S., corruption in legal circles is preventing him mostly from companies like Apple and John Deere, Steve Wozniak apple engineering founder and among my first heroes, hate apple repair policies so do John Deeres living relations.

Richard Branson Cervical cancer is an std which kills more than aids and condoms don't stop it. Little Red Riding Hood. How carbon friendly is travelling at 700 miles of miles an hour in hyperloop?

 the vacuum tube will crack near fault lines in the Bay Area and Tokyo. 

Your promo video on Linkedin was zig zagging, thats how trains come off lines at 70 miles an hour.

Also it should almost travel in straight lines not share lanes like a dual carriageway taking off ramps, a hyperloop would need 30 miles to turn unless it slowed down drastically and long carriages don't work they scrape along walls maintaining the vaccuum, do you see long carriages on roller coaster.

Do you understand the sum energy=1/2mass x velocity squared? Double the speed 4 times the crash energy and that is not even the lorenzian version which is a tiny bit worse. We will have train crashes where the train will go off the track for 20 miles like a missile. Long train carriages won't stay on a curved path without hitting the wall.

On virgin Galactic This is a much cheaper alternative to see the curvature of the earth without causing global warming

 Bransons worlds most expensive 2 minute roller coaster to space is a carbon tax guzzler, so are Elon rockets, Mars first astronauts will be fine young cannibals not able to poo enough to grow food. How do you plan to put a rocket almost as powerful as a saturn 5 and 250 feet high onto Mars to take off using your 1000 year old controlled explosion technology, critical thinker are you expecting people to mine minerals to build a Saturn 5 on mars and a skyscraper launch tower.

 I'm half convinced electric cars are a good idea because of the progress of hard working battery scientists seduced into performing and hydrogen needing a compressor, metal hydride weight, or ridiculous pressures in the tank making them a explosion risk filling or when they hit a bump on the road. 

Jeff Bezos became the worlds richest man, he is among the best of them in ways dismantling his crib as a child, Jeff made it because he borrowed money for his company from 1994-2016 making himself a monopoly with his bambi eyed confident caring eye you can trust me eye contact and sound business plan he seduced fortunes from banks and others, he hires great hard working loyal staff underpaid Americans putting in the hard graft doing all the things the lazy westerners wont do, taking advantage of chinese working even harder, the west including myself are lazy slugs, I blog watch youtube, get depressed for hundreds of hours a week, milking cows occasionally for my brother is my only real work done out of guilt and makes me feel better than chasing strippers in my heydey as I am feeding the world, I have less guilt now, he makes use of and profits the postal service, he is wrong sueing NASA Elon is ahead, if he wants to compete use tech better than 1000 year old chinese controlled explosions they are difficult to manage.

Bill Gates made a hundred billion by adding 100 euro to the price of every computer, all he did was a bad version of unix called dos, copied xerox, a basic interpreter, and fpu maths libraries i think snarfed from reading  Donald Knuth. A raspberry pi for 100 euro with a 10 euro battery and a hdmi tv is better and cheaper than a windows laptop for power users, the linux desktop mistake of not having a windowing standard for x windows means the lipstick on the chicken isn't as consistent as windows or mac. But you've at least 100000 free applications to choose from written by developers doing it for love and glory rather than Bills bucks.

Larry Ellison knows kotlin is better than Java, mariadb was invented so he could con people to pay for a mysql variant for not using oracle, mysql is free and serves most peoples needs, and postgres had better locking than mysql also free last time i looked, linux is better and similar to solaris which he charges loads for legacy licenses on, open office i love but not the license, and i prefer his qemu based virtual box to vmware. 

Jesus will be back soon, god in the bible changes his mind, and wants to marry hard core homosexuals who were born that way to love him more than women, in heaven you have no genitals, one world government in the pub. i know nothing and god and the devil might be a punch and judy show by a even higher level fairy than god the father entertaining himself with our soap opera, but from what i've seen jesus is love and god is love

Athiestism, Hollywood BS on Romanticism & Consumerism making men Stupid & The Red Pill

The beliefs of the athiest are, nobody is watching so I can do what I like when nobodys looking, we all flip flop, when driven by addiction, I let myself down when nobody is looking, the christians game is win win or no deal, not life is war and a zero sum game, use people while I can say please promise loads disappoint and move on to the next turkey to pluck or next country where nobody knows my bad name. I learned loads from a man who drifted because he was honest even if a barefaced liar, and he kept in contact, despite no university education he asked great questions and got me thinking, he even left a weapon made of bladesin my bedside locker to at very least intimidate me, we are still talking regularly because I always learn something from him.

I moved a lot looking for new opportinities, my highlight being Germany for IBM doing Linux unhindered, the women were not into me there like home.

I'm doing best staying at home helping in what small ways I can, computers is my hobby, I'm a YouTube addict learning all the things I didn't in college and life from world class lecturers.

Cowboys and indians, John Wayne is painted as a rooting tooting hero, shoot the indians they are vermin, John Wayne values include not helping anyone in need in case they ask again the values of the typical alpha male who gets the girl because he is more than selfish enough to survive and a warrior.

 Indians had a very low carbon footprint believed in a higher power and gave money to the Irish during the famine.

And back to the music string theory Diamond Dave moving me visually with his stringy spandex and even driving sexy Eddie  mad pushing our teenage buttons Jump Out of my skin as a teenager doing the sexy thing that offended the so called religious boring and power hungry who couldn't keep up.

Californian Dreamers before you write us off as boring Bible Bashing holy joes here, I've been thown into the deep end by faeries, Area 51 experiences in St. Stephen Kings Donkey Kong Disneyland experience of a Psychiatric Hospital Hotel California in Glanmire Cork, and the road to heaven is the narrow road, which life puts one on when they take the wide road seeking pleasure and keeping my money for my own ends and using it to feed my addictions, drinking, seeking women in discos, simping in strip clubs, you know the rest, I wasted 500k euro before 3 police men appeared at the bottom of my bed and carried me to Burgerhospital psychiatric Stuttgart for crossing lines. The last 17 years yoyoing in and out of psychiatric hospital have been a journey, sinners have to go through Purgatory to get to Heaven.

 And given supernatural guilt trips about why I should follow Jesus, guilt trips I was not ready for.

 My nephew Jimmy and his mother and myself would fit right in at the Burning Man festival, and, I was in the Pink Poodle in Cupertino hoping to meet Steve Wozniak.

Just in case you are of the opinion Apples CEO Tim Cook is a wonderful man linkedin generation here is my opinion of us and the madness now on planet Earth

Sorry this is honest and Boratesqe in Nature

I'm bipolar schitzofrenic according to my psychiatric doctors read away and decide if I am sane or not, I believe I'm honest, disagreeable, arrogant, self riteous, angry, grumpy, a whinger, a simp with poor self control and plenty of addictions, sometimes delusional, have fairy experiences which when evaluated for years lead to insights, lazy, and sometimes fairly smart sometimes beyond stupid.

 I'm a ferocious sinner, you don't want to know what I got up to trying to lose my virginity almost everything, except shagging Freddie Mercury types who were more willing than women after being plucked by stripteases for 5 years in Stuttgart as a simp leisure suit larry in the clubs with others having the pleasure island fool experience  like me beinig turkey plucked by pretty gynmanstic ladies for now who had cookies but I wasn't getting any.

 

 I milk cows now for my brother to de stress. I'm a pervert Jackass Sexmachine virgin trying to do my best like the rest of the sinning community and LGBT doesn't think they are sinning they, who don't like impoliteness on linkedin but everything goes in private, who came out in groups on linkedin and expect to be celebrated, and worst the pro choice it my body murderers.

Tim Cook, Jerry Lee Lewis a borderline paedophile who inbred and married his 12 year old cousin in the 1960's and lasted 20 months before divorce, a modern marriage, the great balls of fire himself singing a song you probaably love and Apple checking peoples iphones for child images possibly posted by other perverts on whatsapp and lock them up and you complain about google and facebook for privacy invasion, who's zooming who.

Lastly Tim if that wasn't enough check out the rumourmill on this iphone user.

 Tim with his own belief that he is a good man despite not giving a penny of Apples not billions but trillions away to people who badly need it even in America, avoiding tax, LGBT is a perversion according and the Bible doing it saying its fine like me drinking only encourages more, my father drank he didn't stop me or discourage me the problem continued and I wasted 400k euro drinking my arse of to no benefit to myself beyond realising I am a muppet with out of control addictions like the LGBT community and oversexed poor folk in Harrlem one in 2 black Americans are aborted, As orwell said all are equal but some more equal than others, if black lives matter is an Obama chant why did he pay abortion doctors so much?.

 I believe my mother died of cancer as part of my soul contract and got it the day I started drinking, There are presidents, even Winston Churchill Britans leader in world war II with perfect images who are rumoured to play with little boys. We all sin, we need Jesus.

The presidential job of America is a high responsibility, top of the heap job, which John F. Kennedy and others used to get into womens pants, the job I has its advantages and better than most American presidents, President Clinton got the blowjob in the white house, Monica Lweinsky could have said no but could not resist Clintons frame control and puppy dog eyes, the president lied under oath, and she advertisted the event for fame doing a obsene, but funny thing which if I was a president in power would have done myself and got caught with my pants down too in lifes situations even professional situations, I suppose it's part of being human, the security guy in the White House got an interesting show because all but the most disciplined are jackass sexmachines, we need more restraint of our addictions.

Just in case you think scientists are all of excellent moral character google images search Stephen Hawking who appeared on Star Trek and with Jeffrey Epstien looking for hot stuff & who could blame him, and, his body contorted by his mind body spirit imbalance driven by ambition, because he could not put God in a mathematical box and wanted to, wavefunction of the Universe?, a wavefunction isn't conscious but the Universe or spirit connection to it is.

 Roger Penrose while you had great geometry ideas which helped Stephen Hawking the only thing I remember learning from your 1200 page tome potentially brilliant Road To Reality that you wouldn't accept criticism for or tidy up the ideas of, is that spinors were important I never got spinors even to this day even with brilliant YouTube videos, the YouTube scientists with good 3D animators behind them are leaving college lectures and unbelievable classics like Feynmans Lectures on Physics in the dust, Feynman wrote better and had help he was a perfectionist and in anything he published in Feynmans Lectures on Physics was as close to scientific fact as possible for a mathematical genius I'll explain things harder than neccessary who didn't believe in God, and you the other fact that stuck with me was Elephants had graveyards and used visit them to mourn, and, the importance of laying out a book well and editing it over and over rather than expecting your reputation to sell it.

Richard Dawkins Athiest Supremo denies God or existance of spirit but won't sleep in a haunted house, not a chance, because he is scared of the Boogeyman.

 Clever athiests say amplifiers collapse the wavefunction, we may never know, we can't test at the moment, but it the mathematical horseshit that the athiest will stand on who will argue his own conscious away like the fool Daniel C. Denett world renounded philosopher, I read his  500 page book Consciousness explained, describing interesting experiments only for him to say from out of nowhere that consciousness is a figment of ones imagination no argument just spaghetti logic and socialite people at parties overrate him

 I've met vain lesbian nuns who turned buddhist plays music well good looking, fussed over excellent food in psychiatric hospital which didn't get better at christmas it was so good and we my buddy Silage Mike piled on the pounds despite being fit going for second and third helpings, I chased her a little, I still post her messages she doesn't respond, and told her what I thought of her, she thinks she is good, she isn't, she also doesn't pay her musicians for gigs, and the solopitist fool left a note in psychiatric hospital you are all lovely figments of my wonderful imagination.

Prince Philip like myself was shamed by the media for saying he was a nipple man, I'm a nipple man too, and, had a good time with a l 17.9 year delighted in the photograph for the starfuck, monkey swinging feminist opportunist lady who tried to bring down the British monarchy,

 The Queen of England is fantastic to Ireland, a Land Rover Mechanic, I would have married her if I had half a chance in her day like my Aunty Anna, unlike Boris Johnson trying to make money on gambling bets with other yuppie cronies trying to pull out of the European Union.

Princess Diana had like Michael Jackson had nose surgery and bed hopped, polluting and embarrassing the the monarchy with lover boy chadwicks, the Queen would visit aids patients too, like the rest of us probably fears death and hanging around with people dying takes getting used to.

President Clinton wouldn't visit the nice lady prefering to play sax with an ex war mongering but didn't join the military prime minister Tony Blair who was more fun than the queen, prince Harry did service.

If fun like laugh a minute, Charisma on Command funnyman, Graham Norton, was a virtue, why did even better Robin Williams kill himself, being cheeky & agreeable invites popularity but people need to be told where they are going wrong, I spent 500 hours listening to Jordan Peterson to sort out my pleasuredome lessions, Graham hurts nobody but promotes plastic values.

Grahams on 2000 pounds a minute gay, sells his own brand of Gin to make even more money,A BBC distraction, to whats really happening in the world, funnyman, entertaining Hollywood celebritys with great laughs, I admit he is very cheeky and funny but a distraction..

Some of Grahams guests behind closed doors do the unthinkable to stay young and vibrant ask hollywood whistleblowers, makeup youth serums are rumoured to use of aborted babies for their products, you know the advertising catchline, witchcraft of the west consumerism pro choice thats what you women are doing, the highest paid job on jobserve.com is abortion doctor $666.000 a year cutting up babies with a knife and fork in the womb screaming.

 Saddam Hussein the psycho cowboy who madly set hundreds of his own oil rigs on fire kept some peace in Iraq because they are nutbags like the rest of us, he knew the Arab mind and made friends before dying with those who hung him.

In Iraq cities as big as Dublin now are ghost towns 1 million people lived there houses levelled by ISIS and possibly America, he was the Tasmanian Devil who shot Arab badasses in the parliment who had Isis on their mind nipping the problem off at source while Americans went in because they wanted the Oil.

 I was thown for 17 years into psychiatic hospital by by family mostly female telling doctors I was mad, because I tried to matchmake a exotic dancer into the family, hit her, and spent years out of tune depressed on big pharma lower his mood on tranquilizer nazi psychiatric management because if I go high I'll rock the boat, because I'm a dreamer with stupid wants a pleasure seeker like everybody else with addictions, just before getting locked up I was as fit as my genetics allowed, strong a great runner, iniflexible, still drinking too much, In the end I clocked in four hour a day  in IBM and worked less taking advantage of their genorusity as an ex programmer who gave it his all for 1 year and saved Linux for S/390 with a badly written but proof of concept network driver, I needed to get my body into shape to pull a woman.

As Goethe said the person who thinks he is truly free will be locked up, most people are agreeable social chameleons to get on and tell sweet fibs and lie especiially women and men believe the romanticism laden consumerism horseshit out of hollywood puttinig stupid pretty woman you can get a hot hooker and live happily ever after because you can be needy, women will find this attractive and everyone even the obese now believe they are a 10 and don't need to exercise or look after themselves. Watch the Rock exercise but don't follow his crazy 5000 calorie a day high protien diet unless you expect to spend the time your not excerciseing on the throne,

Ireland has no weapons, Britan has more population pressures, we don't except in cities, she hasn't laid a hand on the south of Ireland, she bloody well could, we were 800 years under mostly tyranny from people like Cromwell, We could have pissed on the potatoes to prevent the famine caused by potatoe blight if we listened to the organic gardeners who knew that was what they were talking about, we didn't. The  Orangemen are sorrounded by enemies the IRA. Nobody is perfect but God is love.

The brilliant mathematician and quantum field theorist Diracs successor athiest whose equation was a mathematical joke, Stephen Hawking didn't see the obvious God has a serious sense of humour. Vacuum energy is out by 10 to the power of 120 in generally accepted theories, and renormalisation jokes athiests you are wrong, my theories will be knocked down too I don't know everything but I got my intuitions, I read comics and if its funny and obvious to a 3 year old its likely to be true.

Why god is love, life begins at 40

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